Frustrated I have been tracking my ovulation for about 6 months, 4 of those were before we were even trying. My…

Frustrated

I have been tracking my ovulation for about 6 months, 4 of those were before we were even trying. My ovulation has been regular except one month. Then this month rolls around and I am cd 19 and no positive opk. I was getting a "high" on the clear blues but never got a peak. I was also tracking with wandfos but never got a positive. The lines got darker but were never as dark as the control line. Now the test line on the wandfos are super light. Idk if I even ovulated ??. I still bded on the days that I would need to if I had o'ed on my normal day. I don't feel hopeful for this cycle at all ?