Each month that passes without a bfp saddens me.

Each month that passes without a bfp saddens me.

I had a d&c July 1st, and each month when af decides to show I feel like there is less hope than the month before. My due date for my angel baby is coming up in a few months and I can only get sad when I think I won't be pregnant with my rainbow by than. Sorry for such a down post, today's just been tough ?