So worried ? I probably should have stop testing a while back but I just couldn't resist. My lines…

So worried ? I probably should have stop testing a while back but I just couldn't resist. My lines haven't gotten any darker in like 5 days. I'm 6w2d and have been spotting for like three days. I just don't know what to think anymore. I really want this baby so bad. Can't go to the doctor till October because I'm waiting for insurance to kick in. I'm feeling pretty helpless ? I just had a miscarriage in June. Please pray for me and this baby.