I feel soooooo lost Sleep training is hard, and weaning is harder. I want to give up. I don’t know…

I feel soooooo lost

Sleep training is hard, and weaning is harder. I want to give up. I don’t know what else to do Noah just won’t sleep in the crib and won’t let the breast go. I honestly feel like I’m going to be breastfeeding till he’s 4 ? this is so hard.. and it’s making me cry because i don’t want to give up on him and give in to his needs. I want to believe my baby can be an independent boy who doesn’t need his mommy to put him to sleep. I research day and night for tips, tricks and pointers. I’m seeking for advice anywhere and everywhere. ?????????