Literally next to me and I miss him so much, he will never know how much I love him. He's trying to…

Literally next to me and I miss him so much, he will never know how much I love him. He's trying to look over and watch his fav movie, Trolls.. ? Noah had his 6 month check up he weighs 22lbs 98 percentile for weight, 25in long and only 8 percentile for height. We're in the process of scheduling an appointment with a cardiologist for a heart murmur his pedi found 4 months ago. His pediatrician isn't concern because he's growing perfectly but we just want a second opinion.