My life I swear I don't have it together, but together I have it all. I love them, and although one…

My life I swear I don't have it together, but together I have it all. I love them, and although one pulls my hair and the other one jabs a knee to my ribs I would not change it at all.. some days its so frustrating because I feel like I'm doing this alone while my SO works all day to provide us with this life style we have, that allows us to sleep in till 1/2pm. There are times where is wish I had another set of arms to cuddle both of them, to feed both at the same time. It has not been the easiest thing to have two so close in age.. a year and two weeks apart. I always feel guilty because my Emma didn't get to get babied as much.. I try my hardest to comfort her first, then Noah begins with his crying and his needs.. it's hard some days, some days it's a piece of cake both times it's worth it. No matter what I fail at, I know taking care of my babies isn't one of them. This picture speaks for itself, love when they sleep next to me when slowly they get closer to me. I can't even sleep without both of them by me. No matter what I'm thankful for my little ones. They make me feel so loved, like they are the only thing that's going right in my life when everything else is wrong. Emma with her tight hugs and Noah when he looks into my eyes as I nurse him reassure me of how much I'm loved