Back again *trigger* I was out of here soooo quickly, but back even more quickly. We lost our LO…

Back again *trigger*

I was out of here soooo quickly, but back even more quickly. We lost our LO last week. We're not actively ttc right now, but we'll see what the future holds. I was so scared to be having #3 so soon. But I was over the moon about it. Now I just feel bad that I was scared. It's almost like that's why it happened. It's not true or logical, but I can't help but think about it. This will be my fourth little angel baby. Three before my son and daughter, then this little one, and no answers so far as to why it happens. Sometimes life sucks.