POAS So I've gotten 2 positive results and still feel the need to do more. Im terrified im going to…

POAS

So I've gotten 2 positive results and still feel the need to do more. Im terrified im going to poas again and get a negative. Who else feels this way? And why do we torture ourselves? My husband lost his color when I picked up another test today lol. I tried to explain to him thats it's just a mind thing we do for reassurance over and over. Now he's worried I think something is wrong. Guess I should have done it secretly.