2nd Ultrasound this morning

2nd Ultrasound this morning

I’m a wreck. I had my first ultrasound last Thursday and it appears I have a blighted Ovum. Had blood work done Thursday and Saturday. I go today at 10:30 for an abdominal ultrasound. I had a little bit of spotting last night which was the first time I’ve had that. I know it’s going to be bad news but a part of me is still holding on to a sliver of hope. I know I’m just going to be disappointed though. I had to take the day off of work because I don’t think I can go in and hold myself together :( I’m so heartbroken. This is my first pregnancy and what was so exciting and joyful has turned into the worst experience.