@andrea328 I've felt that way a lot, I see your boy is brand new. It could have something to do with ppd/ppa and the stress of the fourth trimester. It wasn't a mistake! You got this. You obviously care about how you're doing as a mother which already shows me you're doing right by them. PM me if you need to talk!
@veemitchell will do... I spent sometime locked in the bathroom on the floor with the lights off. The kids were secure and their father eventually got up to check on them... well actually, my daughter pushed that forward because she went to him crying