Feeling numb

I found out Thursday I had a missed miscarriage and today was my D&C, I would have been 7w3d today. With my first miscarriage in October I miscarried naturally at 6 weeks and was an emotional basket case. I cried multiple times a day for at least 2 weeks. This time I have only cried twice. I really thought my D&C would be tough and I would lose it afterwards but I’ve only felt numb. I don’t understand why I’m not more emotional. Don’t get me wrong I’m profoundly sad and extremely angry about having to go through a second miscarriage in only 3 months. Also both of my pregnancies were a result of IVF treatments following 8 years of infertility, which makes me all the more bitter about losing them. But like I said I’m just surprised at how unemotional I’ve been. And I usually cry about everything.