Anxiety is starting to hit!

With May just around the corner my husband has a business trip, our child care is going away for a wedding, and apparently my midwife had a baby and is no longer delivering for me since she had a baby. With Memorial Day at the end of the month. My mother in law scheduled her flight to be in June so she can be guaranteed to be here when baby is here. I’m just praying that I hit the right time frames for every body else schedule so I’m not delivering alone with a preschooler!!! I’m so emotional right now and this is just topping the cake! Anyone else feeling like this?