CRAPPY DAY:/ I had my doc appointment today and I have been so excited wanting to hear our babies…

CRAPPY DAY:/

I had my doc appointment today and I have been so excited wanting to hear our babies heartbeat I mean we've seen it but not actually heard it. And today after hubby was being grumpy already we didn't hear babies heartbeat my doctor said it's unlikely to hear before 12 weeks. I was so bummed. So then I ask him about the harmony test...one thing I hate about small towns is our technology is outdated. My doctor has never heard of this test and sees no need for one. I even said I will pay our of my own pocket how ever much it takes. And we'll they don't do it around here:'( I just feel so bummed today and my hubby well he is doong everything in his power to upset me. and well it's just been all around crappy...vent over:/