I held you once After getting my bad news that I had a silent miscarriage on Friday, I decided to…

I held you once

After getting my bad news that I had a silent miscarriage on Friday, I decided to take my pills to start the process, I layed down with my toddler and took a nap with him to pass the time, a few hours later I finally passed the baby at 7:15 in the evening. I was not prepared for this. Nothing in the world could prepare me for the pain of looking at my little bean in my hand it was so small. My heart is broken. I'm sorry to everyone who's gone through this.