While missing my dad, my son cheered me up.
So my dads birthday was a few days ago. I was feeling pretty down because its almost three years since he unexpectedly passed. I always wish my son could have met him. Last night I was looking at old pictures of us and my 2 yr old came to join me. He pointed to great grandma ( calls her grandma), I said "wheres mommy?" which he pointed to me and said mummy. Then I pointed at my father and asked "whos this? " I previously referred to him as grandpa in other pictures so if anything I was expecting that. Instead he said " Thats Pop-pa. I asked again thinking it was a fluke with other pictures and he kept repeating pop pop. Its strange because hes never heard that word before , and my father used to refer to his grandfather as Pop. It makes me so happy to think of the possibility that my dad is still with us.
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his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I am so stressed right now!!!
My OB doesn’t want to take me anymore because I am too “high risk” so I got a new one they don’t want to see me either. They referred me to a group one hour way from my house. But there is only one high risk dr and he doesn’t know if he could see me.
I feel like I should not see any at this point.
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
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