I'm sure you won't be able to see it in the picture, but I'm freaking out a little. Last night when I was going to bed I…

I'm sure you won't be able to see it in the picture, but I'm freaking out a little. Last night when I was going to bed I started thinking about how I was feeling and how much nursing hurt. I realized I only felt this way when I was pregnant last time, not when I ovulated. I decided to take a test this morning, just to see, and there's a faint line but I can't tell if it's just a dye run or it it's real. I think I'll buy a few frers later just to see and if they're positive I'll call my doctor. I'm not too excited though because I haven't started progesterone at all, and I'm afraid to until I'm 100% sure I've at least actually ovulated. Deep down I think I must be pregnant by the way I'm feeling, but if I feel the same as when I miscarried that can't be good. I had an almost positive opk on CD 9 so if that was close to o day I would only be 10 dpo today and that would explain why it's so faint. Ugh, I'm not sure what to think or do at this point. I can't miscarry again!