This is my papa and nana together a couple years ago. These two beautiful human beings are the one…

This is my papa and nana together a couple years ago. These two beautiful human beings are the one that raised me. I'm so blessed and beyond thankful for them.. It's only been 2 days, and my goodness, it's been the hardest, longest, most depressing days of my life. I miss my papa so much. We didn't get to say our last goodbyes or our last 'I love yous'. I'm so hurt and so sad and so anger. Why in the hell did he have to go so soon?? I'm so confused and lost. I'd do anything to hear half his breath.. In my heart is where I'll always keep him. Memories give me the strength I need to proceed... Until the day we meet again Papa, I know you're in heaven smilin down. RIP ?♥️ 12•03•1950-02•05•2018