I just can't go on anymore.
I just can't go on anymore.
I wish I could give up. I wish I didn't have to go on. I wish i didn't have to push myself to do better. But I can't act like that. My children NEED me. I cannot be selfish. But I just wish I knew what was wrong with me. I wish I knew why I keep facking up my life. I wish I knew why I make everybody miserable around me. I wish I didn't feel empty inside. I wish I knew why I'm depressed. I have everything I need and want. I have a man in my life that takes care of me and my children and I just take it for granted. I wish I wasn't like that. I wish I could answer his questions "why are you depressed" "what's there to be depressed about". I don't know. I just don't know. I wish I knew I wish I could answer those questions. I wish my feelings were understood. I wish I knew what was bothering me. I wish I could be a better mom and girlfriend. I wish I could stop hurting not just myself but everyone around me. I just can't go on with my life anymore. I don't know why I keep putting myself on the back burner and telling myself that I'll be okay, that it's just a phase and I'm just emotional.
Ciara·
I forgot to add. You ladies are all who I have. I don't speak about my feelings, I don't talk to anyone how I'm feeling. I feel like you ladies understand more than anyone else. Thanks again. I cannot thank y'all enough if you read my post.
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Hey hun, it's chemical. There isn't always a logical reason.
Please reach out to your doctor. Hugs!
deleted-user·
Get to a doctor asap, depression does not require a "problem" or reason to exist... it's a chemical imbalance in your brain.
The sooner you get treatment the sooner you will feel better.
deleted-user·
Talk to your doctor.
deleted-user·
PLease call your doctor... now.
deleted-user·
Please see a doctor and get on medication. Like the pp said there doesn't have to be a reason to be depressed.
deleted-user·
You need to talk to your doctor. I will be praying for you ❤️
deleted-user·
I said a prayer. ❤️ Definitely call your doctor so you can start feeling better!
deleted-user·
There are a lot of ladies that are suffering just like you and I am seriously hoping for some relief for all of you! Sometimes there isn't a specific "reason" on why depression hits. It just does and it is nothing to be ashamed of. You have already take a step in realizing you need help and I hope you follow up with a doctor. That is the best thing you can do for you and your babies. PM me if you need anything! I have been through it as recently as last year. I was in a psychiatric hospital April of last year because of depression. Prayers and good thoughts sent to you. ❤️❤️
deleted-user·
I agree with all the others u need to talk to your dr ASAP!!! Also your dr may be able to connect u with a therapist. Saying a prayer for u now. I hope you're feeling better soon
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Please keep us posted, op! ?
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How are you doing today??
Ciara·
I'm doing just as bad as yesterday. I had another meltdown. It doesn't help that my sister wants to talk shat about my situation. So I think I'm going to stay away from her. I do not need her drama or stress.
deleted-user·
Have you called your doctor yet?