Sorry y’all for the tmi I have so many bad words coming out of my mouth right now. Give me some encouragement for next…

So sorry @nali, those tests were so cruel. ?

Sending you so much positive energy and baby dust for next cycle. ✨✨✨ you got this!

Could it be implantation it looks like old blood? Has it turned to a red flow? Hopefully not af. ??

Thank you so much hiswife ❤️❤️ means more than you know!!! I honestly didn’t even get my hopes too up until that one from last night- of course. But seriously, yes they were AWFUL!

No, no flow and no bright red at all.. but I’m kinda running on empty having any optimism left In me.

Sending you all the baby dust for next cycle nali!!!

I wouldn't count it as af though until there's a bright red flow !!

Thanks angi. I think it might be my last month trying.

Your not out yet! That could have easily been from implantation if you have no af type bleeding to go with it. Fx for you try not to give up yet. ?

Why are you talking about stopping trying ?? Absolutely not !!!! You are not allowed to quit !!!! Who else's tests would I be able to tweak on since I refuse to tweak on my own !!!!! Lol

Hahaha maybe I’ll just pee on sticks and post them for you every day ????

Lol

I won't accept that unless you bd every other day or every other couple of days !!!!

@nali I just stalked your page and I’m absolutely NOT accepting the idea of you quitting!! If this is only your first cycle temping and taking Clomid then you HAVE to press on! Maybe you weren’t ovulating or maybe your timing was off! DONT GIVE UP!

Dear diary. I have kinda temped before- but it was very casually and at the beginning of our ttc journey 25 cycles ago... i never took it upon myself to really learn that much- just new the very bare minimum basics. I didn’t think i needed to learn much because i just assumed i would get pregnant easily like before... I’m pretty positive I ovulated, got a blazing positive OPK on cd 14 test line was way darker than control line in the morning, and slowly lightened but stayed positive throughout the day (I did 4 throughout the day) then back to negative on cd 15... my temp is reflecting that I Ovulated- but it definitely could be wrong. The clomid made me feel awful but I’m definitely going to do at least 2 more cycles with it (i would chop a hand off if it meant getting pregnant) but after that idk if i can keep doing this ??. We had already talked about only trying for 6 more months (this last cycle being one of those) but it seriously gets harder every cycle and I feel like I’m getting so depressed and lost. This cycle has literally pushed over the edge and I’m so upset and broken.

Hugs! I’d def give it a couple cycles on the Clomid. Totally understandable that you’re drained but the Clomid could be the answer!??

Thanks so much hun ❤️ I will definitely give it this cycle and at least one more- and who knows maybe we will try for the 5 more like we talked about before starting the clomid! ?????????? for this cycle- maybe #26 is the lucky one ?.