I so want baby #9 I have been wanting an outer since before I stopped nursing my last I stopped…

I so want baby #9

I have been wanting an outer since before I stopped nursing my last I stopped around 10-11 months old and he is 18 monts. I know I have ovulated since then, I have used opk I have stopped using them for a few months and started this month again. I am 12 dpo and I usually get bfp by now and still bfn. I guess as soon as af shows I can try for april. Still jot sure if I will use opk this time or not.