ishaortiz Sorry its been a while to get back to you. My phone really sucks. When I lost my son I was…

ishaortiz

Sorry its been a while to get back to you. My phone really sucks. When I lost my son I was at my sis house baby sitting. It was sharp pains and my back was hurting soo bad. My mom took me to the hospital. I was told I lost my son. I was 33 weeks 3 days. It tore me apart. My placenta detached from the wall and he suffocated. I swear a part of me died at that moment. I was depressed for months! I eventually ended up losing my job and going to therapy.. I'm still grieving 3 years later. For me its gotten easier to deal with but I have my days where I would do practically anything to see him. My daughter was just born. She was only 31 weeks 3 days. She was only 2lbs 12oz. My placenta detached from the wall again. But I was already in the hospital being monitored bc her HB dropped below 88. I was so scared when I went into labor with her. I didn't know what to expect. With my son I had to deliver him 17 hours in labor with him. I knew what to expect bc I was told he was already gone. With her I didn't bc her HB was still there. So they had to do an emergency c-section. When I heard her cry I was overwhelmed with so much emotions. She had to have oxygen but only for two days where most are on ventilation for weeks. She was really healthy for her being born so early. I thank god everyday she is here. I cry sometimes thinking about that day when I almost lost her.