I’m so excited to be a mommy even though I already am one to my 1st boy but I had a stillborn baby 2…

I’m so excited to be a mommy even though I already am one to my 1st boy but I had a stillborn baby 2 years ago , I hope god allows me to have my little girl and I talk to god almost every day and I always tell him “ you’ve blessed me already with this baby , please don’t take her from me , even if I experience being a mom one time , even if she’s the only one he will ever give me “ yet so excited and scared, hope everything goes good 😩 9 more weeks till my baby’s here.