Being so close to my due date I’ll be getting checked every week when I go in.. the first time of me…

Being so close to my due date I’ll be getting checked every week when I go in.. the first time of me getting checked I will be by myself and I’m freaking out so bad. I have terrible social anxiety as it is and I absolutely hate doing stuff without having someone as my comfort person. Sometimes I hate being so shy and having anxiety. 😧😨