All weekend my grandfather has blown up my phone. I wanted one weekend with just my little family and friends. I didn't want to have to worry about the drama of everyone else. Just wanted to enjoy my weekend considering it was mother's day weekend. I swear the messages he's left me are crazy. I'll call him tomorrow and come up with an excuse to why I haven't answered his calls. If I tell him I wanted a weekend to myself he would get all upset and pissed off so I'm thinking of telling him that I left my phone in my classroom on Friday. It may be wrong to lie but considering my family is a bunch of drug addicts, gang members, disrespectful, drama filled people. I don't feel bad for not answering any of my family's calls all weekend. Not only do I have to deal with my family's drama and having to be the anchor of the family, when I'm the baby of four kids. I should be the one asking my older siblings for support or help but also my students have tough home lives that I deal with all week. My Infant to toddler coach, early achiever coach, behavioral/social/developmental coach for my kids, and my boss are always asking me what I do to get away. I work along side of them all to help my students and they support me while I dealing with their delays or behaviors. They tell me to take a break from my students and family. It's a lot of pressure on my shoulders so this weekend I took time to myself and I feel great. I feel reenergized, focused, stress free and I feel like I can go to work tomorrow and make a difference in my students, support my students and their parents and deal with my grandfather. Now to enjoy my night since my husband is at work and my daughter is sleeping.
crazy how all the black people were very vocal about wanting support during the devastating murdering of George Floyd but I have yet to see you all posting about Vanessa Gullien the Latina women that was murdered you guys want support but don’t give it to other communities lol typical no outrage no protest no post about her but you want all this support given to you make it make sense.
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights

Took this lastnight...and I'm not sure how I should feel. I've made a terrible mistake by having sex so soon after having a baby but it has made such a precious thing. I really don't want to have an abortion but my Fiancé does. I understand why he wants to go that route but I just would feel absolutely terrible about doing that. I cried all night...I really don't know what to do. PLEASE NO JUDGING IM ONLY POSTING THIS FOR SUPPORT.
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?