Well after 2 years of marriage I'll more than likely be filing for divorce this week. I just can't take the lies and empty promises any longer. From helping him get over being an alcoholic and doing Adderall and meth to being 100% sober for 5 months. Then we moved to MS to be closer to his kids from a previous relationship. Instead of spending every waking moment trying to have a relationship with them he focused on his mom and brother who got him back on drugs. We finally moved back with my family in CO and his drinking is getting out of hand. Everyday is the same fight about his drinking. Everyday he uses his kids as an excuse for it. When we lived in the same state he didn't make an effort to turn his life around to build a relationship and now he wants to make excuses for back sliding. I've lost all faith in him. I can't believe not one word from his mouth. I refuse to let my daughter smell alcohol on his breath everyday, and I will not bring another child into this world with a man who will not get his life together for ALL of his children.