I don’t think I’ve ever been in such a downpoint in my life. Worst of all is that my baby is paying…

Stay strong mama your little one needs you this to shall pass

I often feel like that...😔. Let me try my best to explain something that i took from my therapist earlier on during this pregnancy.

She said to me that:

"Think about how we grew up... were our parents perfect? Think about the struggles that we saw our parents go through. Now that we're older and having our own kids we have to realize that the good times we had with our parents are indeed the good memories but the pains and struggles we saw with them are the things that we actually learned from. If you dont allow yourself to make mistakes what will your kids ever learn from you? It's ok to make mistakes because those are the valuable things we gain to improve our lives."

I didnt expalin it as well as she did but it went something like that. I believe those words... we are only human and life will forever be a learning process. No one has their life perfectly set together, and we have to pick up the pieces to build it.

I too have a lot of problems with me and my baby has to pay for it all as well. At the beggining of this pregnancy i cried and was in hell. Just one session of therapy helped me to realized that no one is perfect and the least i can do to make it better for my baby and i is to START making it better.... and thats as simple as having a positive mind set, being happy, eating better, enjoy life as is and just simply taking it one step at a time.

I'll pray for you my dear. 😇. We are stronger then we know mama.

@bbyzvcy18, this actually made me feel better, thank you so much for sharing ❤️ I just feel like everything is tearing apart and I have no idea why! I have no idea what I ever did to deserve everything that’s happening to my husband and I. Plus baby number 2 is on his way and I just wanna be somewhat settled. We were so good before until we started our business but I guess great things take time it’s just frustrating:( thanks for letting me speak my mind.

@katwillbrand I'm glad it made some sense. Lol, im not the best at explaining things as well as i would like to and how i understand it.

On the bright side ATLEAST you guys have a business going. It could be worst.

I found out i had liver cancer at the beggining of my pregnancy. I have to take antibiotics everyday to prevent spreading any infections to my baby, but the antibiotics can cause my baby birth defects. It was either that or termination. My daughter is 10 years old and it was a miracle to have my second baby... plus it's a boy, so how can i ever think about termination? During my 2nd trimester i was having horrible contraction pains... i was rushed to the hospital and found out i had kidney stones. Everyday since then i have to be very careful not to disturb the stones so that it womt start hurting... it's worst then living like a prisoner. During my 3rd trimester i developed GestationalDiabeties!!! Anyways, im scheduled for a Csectiom and Im just glad that baby and i are almost done. It was a struggle but always remember that theres a reason for everything. I'm not going to lie, there are days where i think that i shouldnt had put my baby through all of this or that God shouldnt had given him to me because he dont deserve this... but how would i had ever known that i had liver cancer if i didnt become pregnant?

I dont know the stages of your business at the moment but to say if you were to lose it or have to give it up and it's the only right thing to do, well then just remember that because maybe God has something even better lined up for you.

@bbyzvcy18, wow that is so sad but at the same time it’s so true about things happening for a reason. I’m so glad you and your babies are ok now! ❤️ must have been so stressing going through all that! And yes we have given it all up. We lost our apartment, we invested our money, we were living with my parents but my dad kicked us out, he took our cars away, I’m pregnant and have a toddler. We have living in the smallest room ever right now at my MILs which I am sooo bummed about because she’s just annoying. And many other things. At the end of the day I am grateful my little family is together but i just need ONE good thing to happen to know we are on the right path. It’s so sad how much one has to struggle in order to have something good in the future. Just makes me sad for my son and baby. I don’t want to be here when he’s born!!

@katwillbrand Oh... im sorry to hear that... but im sure something better will come your way. One day when that day comes you will be like "oh wow if we never letted that business go we probably wouldnt had gotten this opportunity". I know ive done that before. Yes, as long as you and your family is still together dear... thats all that matter even if its in a tight little room. I bet your babies feel much happier. As a kid i loved it when my mom would fix up a spot in the living room for all of us kids to sleep on and watch movies. Even though it was a small living room and we were crammed it was fun and full of joy. When we'd hve to sleep in seperate rooms it mde me felt worried. Lol. Every th hing will be fine soon. Just watch... i believe in miracles.