I exclusively breastfeed and I will be going back to school soon. I love breastfeeding my son and the bond I get from it,but it's so irritating when people try to force me to pump or try to give my son a bottle before I'm ready for that. It literally pissed me the fuck off.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I really really hate the fact that I got stretch marks on my boobs. And it kinda bothers me when mommas tell me they are something to be proud of because it's my baby tattoos or my proof I was growing a miracle...I'm pretty sure once my son is in this world with me HE will be the proof I grew a miracle inside me. I know they try to make me feel better about it but there really is nothing beautiful about stretch marks! No matter how you put it.

Is anyone going to judge me for giving my unborn son some McDonalds?
Is it wrong for me not to want my boyfriends mom in the room when I deliver my son?