I have decided to make a Humongous life change. After I have my next child, it will be my last. And…

I have decided to make a Humongous life change. After I have my next child, it will be my last. And then, I am getting Gastric bypass surgery. I'm not happy with the way I have been living my life, and hat myself every time I look in the mirror. I want to be a role model to my children and be the best person I can be.