I have no idea cause at first I felt all,inspired and happy but then ive just felt how ive been feeling tired of living, I was on citalapram 20mg after I had my first son and I was so much more like my old self my doc put me back on it after I had my second son and it didn't do anything at all nothing changed for better or worse. So he put me on Zoloft 50mg and yeah, so I might talk to my,doc again I know I need anxiety medication as well cause I can feel my anxiety getting worse again

@ashb9689 are you sure that it's not the Zoloft? My OB had put me on it and I started feeling just like u, not suicidal but just fed up and tired of living. Super depressed. I just stopped taking it and after a few days it helped. Before I was pregnant I took gabapentin and wellbutrin and it worked great for me- unfortunately she only wanted to try the Zoloft before trying to send me somewhere else for high risk, so I just have to deal with it until September which is hard. I've been on meds for depression and anxiety since I was 14. Alot of Drs think because a certain medicine works for 8ppl it should be working for the entire 10ppl in the group when in all reality the brain chemistry is different in everyone. Maybe talk to your Dr about other options, I feel like it would benefit u.

I would talk to your doctor about that...most antidepressants need to be taken for 4-6 weeks for full benefit, and shouldn't be stopped cold turkey as that can cause really bad headaches and stomach upset. Please reach out to your dr- good luck and hang in there!

@scruffy.nerf.herder yeah I'm on Zoloft but it doesn't really do anything I can only take it for like 2 weeks then I have to stop for a week then start again or else it quits working

I would definitely make an appointment with your doctor to talk about what you are feeling. Sounds like you could use the support of a counselor and maybe your doctor can recommend somewhere, and could also prescribe meds if doctor feels that is needed.

@scruffy.nerf.herder thanks, I have tried talking to some people but I feel like they just dismiss what I say....I gave up trying to talk to my mom cause she just makes it worse

Hun you sound overwhelmed! I'm sorry things are tough for you right now. Please talk to someone about how you are feeling: so, friend, mom, etc. and your doctor.