I know yall are probably tired of reading my posts about my relationship. Im sorry i really am this is the only place i really have to vent so please just bare with me 😢 well . We still haven't had sex except for now no hugs , kisses , or i love yous. I feel so alone. I lost my job a couple weeks ago. And have filled out tons of application's but no luck. He has even gotten to the point he is mean to me and makes me cry and then when i cry mock me or make fun of me for crying . I know he cant love me. I know in my heart he hates me. And i also know i cant afford to leave . And he is a good dad to rhe kids. I feel so trapped and lonely. Its now 6am and i havent been to sleep. I have been crying all night long. I juat want to be held and be told i am loved. What happend to the man i fell in love with. The man i had two beautiful children with. Why does the man i love so much hate me. And better yet why do i still love him. Does anyone have any advice ? Do you think he could still love me? Any advice on what to do? Anyone been there before ? Ohhhh and better yet somehow my period is late . I dont even know how. We haven't had sex and i swear i havent cheated. Im so scared. I am starting to cramp so maybe its coming. Smh.