Venting/emotional ....
When your try to act happy and act ok but no matter what you try or do you will never feel better .. I was diagnosed with chrons disease when i was 14 and the disease gets worse and worse as i get older . I just had a c section so my doctor wants to give me a colonoscopy for the 20th time but we cant until i heal . I am miserable . I feel like I cant be a mom or a wife like how much can my husband take before hes just done .. I cant cook him dinner I can't go places with him because i am sick 247 or have to use the bathroom . i dont know how my body handles this everyday . I can't take my kids places I just feel so hopeless . its been 14 yrs since i was disgnosed and we still cant get it under control im so over it and ready to break 😢