Venting/emotional ....
When your try to act happy and act ok but no matter what you try or do you will never feel better .. I was diagnosed with chrons disease when i was 14 and the disease gets worse and worse as i get older . I just had a c section so my doctor wants to give me a colonoscopy for the 20th time but we cant until i heal . I am miserable . I feel like I cant be a mom or a wife like how much can my husband take before hes just done .. I cant cook him dinner I can't go places with him because i am sick 247 or have to use the bathroom . i dont know how my body handles this everyday . I can't take my kids places I just feel so hopeless . its been 14 yrs since i was disgnosed and we still cant get it under control im so over it and ready to break 😢
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
People just have a way to get to you i already feel so horrible about myself people just make it so worse for me
why cant she see im fucking trying im trynna get my life right for my kids im bottling so much if my feelings so i can just focus on my kids but shes making shit worse i cant keep doing this
I Just Wanna End My Life ....If Things Cant Get Any Worse I Am Pregnant Again i am not mentally or phyiscally able to go through another 9 months , i have no family or support and i am in a toxic relationship that i cant get out of...i am so done with life man