this is my favorite baby pic of my oldest lily who is now 8 she slept like this the whole 3 days in the hospital after i had her it also reminds me of a conversation I had with her when we found out I was pregnant with Bret. firstly she wasn't happy when I showed her the ultrasound pic she threw it down and ran to her room I gave her space then took her out and had a walk and talked and that's when she told me why she was mad. she said "if you have another baby you won't remember me and I'll be forgotten, how can you love me Abel and this baby" so I told her holding back tears. you will never be forgotten you were my first baby. the first face that started me on the greatest journey in my life motherhood. the first face that showed me what it feels like to have such a special endless love how could I ever forget that💖 fast forward now she loves her baby brother so very much and shows it every chance she gets #momlife