My hubby is always making me smile haha I still have butterflies when he kisses me haha going on 3 years and still with them we argue but at the end of the day we get over it he means the world to me I am very happy and I love him I just went through so much as a kid it makes me I guess have doubt that things can be too good to be true but as an adult he's showing me to not let my past define me and honestly I'm just now after 3 years understanding what he means I geuss that's why I was acting up and not paying much attention to how I behave loud ,mean ,rude I've come to realize I have an amazing boyfriend and I need to lay back and relax and stop always tripping.