Having a slight panic attack 😱 I've been a stay at home mom for 9 years. I'm looking at applying for a job that…

Having a slight panic attack 😱 I've been a stay at home mom for 9 years. I'm looking at applying for a job that presented itself in the field I'm interested in getting into. Now I'm trying to talk myself out of it for just a bit longer. But I know we can't afford it, my husbands funding for school just got pulled a month before his end date so we have to pay the remainder in cash ($4000+) so we really need the extra income right now. We are living 4 1/2 hours apart so we have the financial strain of 2 households to upkeep.. how can I get myself out of mom mode and into work mode again, it's been so long since I've had to be in a professional setting. 😕