Today in the play area , i did something and i don't know if i did right or wrong, i feel so bad....
There was a kid. The kid came to me , not to my son but to me as soon as we came in, took my hands, lead me to the sofa and turned my face to the windows, there were trucks outside, he wanted me to watch the trucks with him, i tried also to talk to him but he kept turning my face to the trucks, i couldnt resist because i didnt want to hurt the kid, but at the same time i had to watch out my son, because he is small, he falls very often and older babies hurt him sometimes, i mean at least i have to keep my eye on him, but the other kid kept turning my face and he was getting angry whenever i turned my face to my son then his father informed me that the kid is an autistic and he even didn't try to let me go to my son. I was so angry with the father of that kid and his mother who was also just watching.
But at the end i just left the play area, and the kid cried after me(((
I am feeling so bad, i don't know if i did right or wrong(
I'm mad but sad at the same time, he cried after me (( i feel like i had to sit with him