#hieveryone Ten things. 1. I have 2 children, with the same initials. 2 middle names. They are both…

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Ten things.

1. I have 2 children, with the same initials. 2 middle names. They are both sentimental, and it's crazy that I pulled it off.

2. I'm a country girl, living the city life and I hate it.

3. Before my first son, I wanted 6 kids. He was so hard, I settled with 2. Now my second is near perfect. And I want more, but my tubes will be tied as of Friday. Bittersweet.

4. I fantasize about driving a new car, (mine is a beat up 98) but I refuse to drive anything new because they're all electrical, and less safe.

5. My dream car is a 82-90 mustang. I'm weird.

6. I love love love peanut butter and pickles. My grandma used to make them, now they're comfort food.

7. I suffer from SEVERE bipolar depression, and anxiety since my son, and I hate it.

8. I literally hate going out. Grocery Shopping even. Leaving the house gives me extreme anxiety. I only have a few friends because of it.

9. I have a 12 inch scar on my arm from an accident I was in when I was pregnant with my youngest. A little over a year ago. I shattered my arm, and have 10 screws and a plate. It makes me more insecure than I already am.

10. After my surgery Friday, I plan to lose about 80lbs and gain strength in my arm so I can go deep sea fishing in Florida to catch sharks.

That was hard as hell.