I just want to scream right now. I should've known this was going to happen. I feel totally put out in the open for the world to see completely naked for everyone to see. With everyone standing around looking and laughing at me. Seems like nothing good is coming my way no time soon and I just keep getting pulled more and more into this big dark whole of sadness. I'm telling myself it's not that deep but I can't help but feel like the world is crashing down on me wtf is wrong with me hugh.