This might be long but I need to vent just a little. Feb 25 2005 I met my true love we had our ups and downs. I love still love this man even though he done passed away. Dec 12 2014 we got married the happiest day of our lifes. Then on Oct 7 2016 my life changed I lost my love of my life in a car wreck and I was the driver he was my passager we hit someone head on. He passed on impact and I got changed with his death. All bc we made a mistake and did meth now I have to live with the fact my true love was be side me in the truck that I was driving. I miss him more than anything in this world. We was together 12 years they was amazing. I go to court Monday and get put on seven years probation. Please anyone reading this don't put mean or ugly comments. Bc this has been so hard on me. You never know from day to day or more less then second by second how your life can change in front of you with the blink of an eye.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Ugh I'm having a name regret moment. While I really like her name and I know my husband loves her name.(it was the only one on our list that he loved) I can't help but think about the other names I loved. We can't really change it now 1)we got her going home outfit monogrammed 2) my husband would never want to change it because he loves it. 😭