I've been trying really hard to handle my emotions and stay off my meds for my PTSD but, these extra…

I've been trying really hard to handle my emotions and stay off my meds for my PTSD but, these extra hormones are so tiring. My highs are high and my lows might as well be rock bottom. I've started getting sad whenever I get hungry and then crying because I've eaten. Which is ridiculous. I know its ridiculous and yet I cannot stop the impending freak out as it rolls over me in waves.