So I had a solid baby sitter my friend so I can get more more hours and go out to my cousons this weekend... Then she texted me saying she forgot and was out of town then said I didn't remind her...and now instead of working 6-c like I would've if I didnt ask her help I not only have to call in and lose the more hours I was suppose to get I don't get the normal 5 hours so I literally lose hours. And the way my boyfriend helps he goes ill quit my high paying job so you can work your shitty low paying job. I can't handle all this shit cant trust anyone and the one person I think I can trust want us to lose the house thinking I can support us all on a shitty job. Its just stressing me out and I dont know what to do anymore I sick and tired of this its always both of them can't trust my friend to watch my baby and my noyfriend just barely got a good job and now he just wants to quit and give it all to me like I havent already been pulling his weight for two months. Then as he's leaving for work he says call me when you start feeling better about yourself like I don't feel bad about myself I feel bad about myself. I don't feel any bad about myself im pissed off at cierra for bailing on me and Joseph for being jobless for a month ME catching us up just to fall back behind because he didnt have a solid job. But its me who has to feel better about myself? Wtf