Oh my god. Some days I could literally strangle my boyfriend. He was supposed to show up last night. But fell asleep. Didn't bother telling me he was going to bed after telling me he was gonna shower then be on his way. So I worried all damn night. And apparently has been working all damn day and wont be here till 8:30. But when I tell him he's wasted the whole weekend with the kids and he won't get much time with them next weekend cause he's had plans with his dad for a couple months apparently I'm fucking arguing. Like no I'm just pointing out a damn fact. But keep saying I'm arguing and my inner bitch will make an appearance. I'm here all week with both our kids. By the weekend I'm ready to have some help. Yes my parents help as much as they can but they keep their other grandkids too. But it's his responsibility to help with the children he helped make. It'd be a bit different if we lived together. He'd see his kids every night. But right now is it wrong I expect him to spend time with his kids? He is almost thirty. Wanted a family. But then doesn't seem to wanna come around. Financially he supports his kids perfectly. But as for quality time with him...not really..okay..rant over.