@kjcross, lol no I haven’t yet

Lol well, it was 33 years ago so I don't think her experience is relevant but she didn't have any issues with them then. I'm sure the hospital is good. Did you do your tour yet? I need to schedule mine this week. I'm anxious to see the hospital here

@kjcross, omg really how was the experience for your mom I’m supposed to give birth there?

I feel the SAME way!!
Btw, I was born at Brockton hospital! Lol

@amalfi-santiago it's ok, we all feel that way with our firsts. It's a big change and a lot to get used to but you'll figure it out, it's the power of a mommy, we always figure it out.

@ladyblauvelt.skysmomma, thank u so much, that really helps I just don’t know what to expect and the fact the I’m not the only one who feels like this makes me feel better

Its perfectly normal to feel that way. First time mom jitters, I had them bad. You definitely just have to stay positive. To help ease your mind, create a birth plan that you're comfortable with and discuss it with your doctor and also express every worry, concern, and fear. They will help the best they can to ease your mind and help make a plan for any what ifs, but, although it's a little counter productive, keep in mind birth plans don't always go to plan either but having one to focus on gives you a little peace of mind that you have an idea of how you want it to go and just do research. All pregnancies and births are not the same so don't think anything you see is going to really happen, they are possibilities yes but they aren't guaranteed to happen. I hope that helps a little... I know how it is, I was a wreck with my first. Anxiety was through the roof.