Today was supposed to be the day I would meet give birth and meet my little one. It was supposed to…

Today was supposed to be the day I would meet give birth and meet my little one. It was supposed to be a joyous day. Instead I am sitting here trying not to cry. Our angel baby gained wings on 8.26.17 due to ectopic pregnancy. On top of that I lost my left tube. I wish I could’ve heard your heartbeat and I wish I could have seen you even just a little on our first ultrasound. I try to hide my feelings cause not many I am around understand what I went through and am still going through. Happy Birthday little one. I’ll see you again.