As I lay down for the night I realize that all you ladies that have given me advice are so nice and…

As I lay down for the night I realize that all you ladies that have given me advice are so nice and yet have given me advice that I probably need...with this cycle I was so so sure that I got pregnant yet the evidence says otherwise...kinda sad cause on the one hand I do want a second child and a sibling for Molly but yet I do want her to be a little bit older and my hubby and I to be a bit more financially ready...sigh thanks to everyone who has helped me and for putting up with me these past few weeks...