@kellbell176 this hurts my heart to read. I'm so sorry. Just pray that God brings him back to his family and that he desires no other woman but you. If it's God's will and meant for you guys to be together then he will be back. If not I pray God sends you a man that will love you and your child and care for the child as if it were his own. Be strong and congrats on week 32 👶👣