Some nights when I am just laying in bed and I just can't get to sleep. I look over at My Son and think to myself. How can I do this to him? How can I put him in this world? Babies are just so innocent, so new. Nothing has even hurt them yet. I just think to myself why! Why do I want My Innocent Little Baby Boy to grow up in a World like this one! Why do I want him surrounded by Hatred, and Fear, and Death, and being Poor, and struggling to get through life. Like, I know that there is a lot of Good in this world, but I feel like there is more Bad, than Good. This Innocent Little Baby has to struggle through life, just like we all do. It just makes me feel so sad. All I want to do is protect My Baby, keep him safe, keep him innocent. But, in the end You can't. You just can't....