I’ve never been the type to induce my own labor due to most not being safe but to have a high risk…

I’ve never been the type to induce my own labor due to most not being safe but to have a high risk pregnancy this time and to see moms wanting to have they’re babies early is just sickening to me selfish also babies come when they ready it bothers me this time due to not knowing when my son will arrive due to having placenta previa and already being dilated 1cm just a RANT