My boyfriend started crying and telling me that im not the safe anymore that i push him away and that i dont love him. I do love him, but he cheated on me when i was 4 months i walked in on him with another girl in the bed we made our son and for the sake of that reason i am not who i was before i try to forgive him because during that time we were going through a “break” and for the fact that we are about to start a family but i dont find myself guilty in this situation.