Ok ladies. Im new to the group. I needed a place to vent and looking for advice. I have been feeling…

Ok ladies. Im new to the group. I needed a place to vent and looking for advice. I have been feeling like im pregnant for the past month now but i am soo torn about taking a test. I already have a four year old and I want more children. I have never been the one to say " the timing isnt right" but I have to. My daughter is feeling the "only child" syndrome and so am I. But im so scared to take a test. I want another child but dont..😕 😕 I am struggling as is. Plus if i am its by my daughter's father😒😒😒😒