I'm 33wks today. I'm so anxious and I think I'm ready. This is baby # 3 for me but so much has changed within my life.…

I'm 33wks today. I'm so anxious and I think I'm ready. This is baby # 3 for me but so much has changed within my life. I'm excited she is so mobile, and moves all the time but I also have to boys that will be 5&6 when she is born and me being miles away and going thru custody of my eldest and I just honestly want to sit and cry. I want to make all the negative be gone and know all will be okay but its so hard to come to terms with anything when in reality that's the furthest from any truth. Oklahoma is doing this teacher walkout that is punishing my children and its for the right reasons maybe but why cut there summers. Cps hasn't done anything and I'm appalled. When u expect the system to come thru u get left out. The worst will happen and it will be to late then cps will come thru. Km ready to be done and just call it at that.